Zahra ke daycare centre

Today genap seminggu zahra ke day care centre. waktu pagi nangis bila ibu hantar, nak balik pun nangis sebab nak main ngan frens katanya. teacher kata zahra banyak cakap tapi tak nak belajar sama-sama dengan kawan, she'll just sit at one corner and read her own books brought from home, readers' digest of course dan buku-buku lain yang dia suka. teacher kata khusyuk sungguh dia membaca sorang-sorang, nobody can touch her properties. paling payah nap time dia, maklumlah the ngempeng baby, tak ngempeng memang susahlah dia nak lelapkan mata, hari pertama she cried pelan-pelan sampai tersedu-sedu sebab nak kat ibu, sedih betul, bila datang nak jemput dia, she was lying down tengok buku, peluk baby bear and nangis teresak-esak. now dah ok dah, teacher tepuk-tepuk dah boleh tidur, tapiiiiiii bila sampai rumah je, ibu jadi mangsa, bergayut tak ingat dunia!!


Perkara yang paling dirisaukan bila terpaksa hantar zahra ke day care is issue susu. Fresh milk tak nak, kalau minum pun seteguk aje agaknya, susu tepung jauh sekali, hanya breastmilk, vitagen and air kosong aje yang dia lalu telan. Ibu siap pam susu semula but she refused bottle, dalam gelas pun taknak, she wants nenen only. Jalan-jalan kat the Store, terjumpa air milo kotak yang kurang manis katanya, kotaknya pun kecil je, nasib baik dia suka. So, bekalan ke day care hari-hari kena ada vitagen/ solivite/yakult, milo sekotak dan air kosong dalam botol pink. Haaa semoga anak ibu bahagia dengan bekal yang ibu siapkan, kiss, kiss muahhh!!.

Sorry zahra, ibu memang tak terlintas nak hantar zahra ke day care, tapi ibu terpaksa, give me 2 months okay, bila project ibu dah berjalan lancar, insyaAllah zahra tak yah stay kat day care sampai petang, half day je okay or maybe tak yah gi langsung . doakan ibu berjaya, InsyaAllah.

`look this ibu, look this ibu, baby chat nak nenen ngan rara'

Zahra memang sayang kucing. our cat Tompok dapat kitten baru, so lagi busy lah dia melayan. Terkejut i, siap selak baju nak breastfeed anak kucing. Good, good, at least she knows that babies should be breastfed right. That's the thinking we should instill in our children's mind. Breastfed babies will breastfeed their children, InsyaAllah.


Pernah tanya zahra this question: "So zahra, sampai bila nak nenen dengan ibu" she just looked at me. I asked her once again, and she replied "please ibu, rara nak nenen je, no cucu moo ok, cucu moo sikit je, nenen banyak boleh tak bu?" what can i say, peluk cium ajelah.


well dear mothers out there, my zahra is only 30 months old and she could make her own choice between her mother's milk or the moo's milk, why can't we?

Welcome back to me

Wow lamanya no updates. Jangan ingat bila dah jadi SAHM ni hidup jadi lebih mudah, very tiring but very fulfilling. Almost 8 months since i became a SAHM, achievements? well , berat dah kurang 8 Kilo ( boleh bayangkan betapa penatnya duduk rumah ni tak?). i don't know about other SHAM, but to me duduk rumah lagi busy dari kat office, kerja dari 6 pagi non stop sampai tengah malam, 7 hari seminggu.


Walaubagaimanapun, memang seronok , the girls look much happier (walaupun kena dengar ibunya berleter selalu), and i believe hubby pun lagi happy kot, boleh keluar and balik rumah pukul berapa pun dia nak sebab dah ada i kat rumah to handle things ( ni yang tak syok ni). tang duit tu, memang terasa sikitlah, maklumlah dah biasa ada income, now kena tunggu orang beri, memang rasa pelik sikitlah. Nasihat to future SAHM, make sure financial dah kuat baru buat keputusan duduk rumah ok. one more thing, try to buat something simple that you will enjoy doing it but can create income sikit-sikit, like baking ke, online business ke, buat fishball ke or apa saja yang boleh dibuat kat rumah. Make sure hubby to beri izin dulu, nanti tak berkat pulak business tu, and tak defeat the purpose of you staying at home.