Yang senyum lebar tu, nursyahirah dan yang looks quiet tu nurshahidah. they are identical twins, anak ke tiga my cousin brother. after 8 years menunggu, akhirnya lahirlah kembar yang sangat comeiii! both of them sebaya dengan my little zahra.
seminggu hari raya hari tu, syahira tiba-tiba jatuh and tak sedar, admitted to ICU, dr found out she had brain tumor. Ya Allah, my first question was, syahirah yang mana satu ya? yang sangat ceria or yang pendiam? she's the ceria one. her right side became weak and her left eye jadi tak terang. syahirah tiba-tiba jadi pendiam, but she did not cry. we knew she's in pain, sakit kepala, but she never cry.
syahirah terpaksa dibedah, Alhamdulillah pakar otak di UH agreed to take her case and her surgery was scheduled on the 23rd Nov. however on the 10th, syahirah muntah-muntah without reasons, after minum susu or makan mesti muntah and mukanya seperti menahan sakit, but she did not cry, begitu sabar anak itu.
admitted to UH, aliran air di otak telah dihalang oleh tumor and pressured the brain, they had to tebuk to release the water, the surgery had to be done ASAP. on the 16th, pembedahan selamat dijalankan, the tumor berjaya dikeluarkan. however selepas pembedahan, they found out that the tumor tumbuh dari saraf mata and that's why her left eye effected and would be permanently damaged. further they found out that the tumor was very aggresive and akan tumbuh semula.
i was there after the sugery, bahagia coz the surgery berjaya, but risau apakah hasil the surgery. machines kiri kanan, tubes everywhere, but she looked so tenang and macam sedang tidur nyenyak. dia ditidurkan selama 2 hari for recovery.
on 18th morning, received sms from my other cousin, `syahirah tak berapa stabil'. kami terus ke hospital. both parents tak bercerita until i tanya the mother, `macamana syahirah?' barulah dia berkata-kata` oja, harapan syahirah sangat tipis' . ubat telah dihentikan, but syahirah masih tidak sedar, dan she did not response at all.
My cousin is a specialist Dr and his wife is a certified nurse, both of them faham all the medical terms related to syahirah's condition, they explained to me in lamen, harapan syahirah sangat tipis. the mother dah terima kenyataan yang syahirah akan pergi berdasarkan all the machine readings and her condition. both of them dah menyaksikan pelbagai jenis kesakitan orang lain, but this time they had to watch their own child's. sekuat mana hati pun akan luluh bila melihat anak yang manja dan ceria terbaring.
tepat jan 8.29 malam, 20 November 2007, Nursyahirah kembali ke Rahmatullah meninggalkan Ummi, Ayah, Along, Angah dan kakak kembarnya dan selamat dikebumikan pada 21 November 2007.
Allah itu maha berkuasa, semenjak Syahira tidak sihat, sifat cerianya telah berpindah kepada saudara kembarnya yang dahulunya pendiam. menurut the mother seolah-olah semua sifat arwah pergi ke kakak kembarnya and now like she's like having both of them in one child, Subhanallah.
Tak terbayang bagaimana perasaanku sekiranya berlaku kepada diri ini.
selamat tinggal sayang syahirah, you've bring so much joy walau pun seketika. Allah lebih menyayangi mu.
seminggu hari raya hari tu, syahira tiba-tiba jatuh and tak sedar, admitted to ICU, dr found out she had brain tumor. Ya Allah, my first question was, syahirah yang mana satu ya? yang sangat ceria or yang pendiam? she's the ceria one. her right side became weak and her left eye jadi tak terang. syahirah tiba-tiba jadi pendiam, but she did not cry. we knew she's in pain, sakit kepala, but she never cry.
syahirah terpaksa dibedah, Alhamdulillah pakar otak di UH agreed to take her case and her surgery was scheduled on the 23rd Nov. however on the 10th, syahirah muntah-muntah without reasons, after minum susu or makan mesti muntah and mukanya seperti menahan sakit, but she did not cry, begitu sabar anak itu.
admitted to UH, aliran air di otak telah dihalang oleh tumor and pressured the brain, they had to tebuk to release the water, the surgery had to be done ASAP. on the 16th, pembedahan selamat dijalankan, the tumor berjaya dikeluarkan. however selepas pembedahan, they found out that the tumor tumbuh dari saraf mata and that's why her left eye effected and would be permanently damaged. further they found out that the tumor was very aggresive and akan tumbuh semula.
i was there after the sugery, bahagia coz the surgery berjaya, but risau apakah hasil the surgery. machines kiri kanan, tubes everywhere, but she looked so tenang and macam sedang tidur nyenyak. dia ditidurkan selama 2 hari for recovery.
on 18th morning, received sms from my other cousin, `syahirah tak berapa stabil'. kami terus ke hospital. both parents tak bercerita until i tanya the mother, `macamana syahirah?' barulah dia berkata-kata` oja, harapan syahirah sangat tipis' . ubat telah dihentikan, but syahirah masih tidak sedar, dan she did not response at all.
My cousin is a specialist Dr and his wife is a certified nurse, both of them faham all the medical terms related to syahirah's condition, they explained to me in lamen, harapan syahirah sangat tipis. the mother dah terima kenyataan yang syahirah akan pergi berdasarkan all the machine readings and her condition. both of them dah menyaksikan pelbagai jenis kesakitan orang lain, but this time they had to watch their own child's. sekuat mana hati pun akan luluh bila melihat anak yang manja dan ceria terbaring.
tepat jan 8.29 malam, 20 November 2007, Nursyahirah kembali ke Rahmatullah meninggalkan Ummi, Ayah, Along, Angah dan kakak kembarnya dan selamat dikebumikan pada 21 November 2007.
Allah itu maha berkuasa, semenjak Syahira tidak sihat, sifat cerianya telah berpindah kepada saudara kembarnya yang dahulunya pendiam. menurut the mother seolah-olah semua sifat arwah pergi ke kakak kembarnya and now like she's like having both of them in one child, Subhanallah.
Tak terbayang bagaimana perasaanku sekiranya berlaku kepada diri ini.
selamat tinggal sayang syahirah, you've bring so much joy walau pun seketika. Allah lebih menyayangi mu.
