MERDEKA - PART ONE

Salam,

MERDEKA! MERDEKA!MERDEKA!, 31 Aug i pun merdeka juga. 30 Aug was my last day at work. after 12 years kerja bagai nak rak, akhirnya i buat satu keputusan yang sangat besar dalam hidup, i pray that i won't regret this decision. And i hope Sayangku, the girls hargai pengorbanan ini. pengorbanan ke ni? of course lah kan, sanggup tinggalkan $$(walau pun tak tinggi mana gajinye pun), lepas belajar tinggi2, berenti kerje pulak. well sayang-sayangku, i made this decision because of you guys, soooo sesiapa yang tak hargai, memang sedih.

Secara peribadinya, i tak anggap this decision is pengorbanan but this is something that i should do and happy to do walaupun commitment kat bank masih ada lagi, alahai, tu yang lemah sikit.

Buat masa ni memang seronok duduk kat rumah, here are the lists yang i akan miss (i guess) and i takkan miss bila dah jadi housewife ni.

things that i'll miss:

1. my work station
2. gaji every month
3. bonus
4. MILO supply every month
5. of course, my dearest friends
6. pam susu kat ofis

things that i won't miss at all:

1. pergi kerja
2. balik kerja
3. traffic jam
4. long queue at the toll plaza (walaupun guna smart tag)
5. kelam kabut siapkan breakfast, lunch and dinner
6. fikir nak pakai baju apa hari ni
7. malam ahad nak kena isi minyak
8. and the list goes on

things that i got to do now:

1. fully direct breastfeed my little girl
2. mula homeschool my little girl
3. morning walk at the lake
4. aerobic and tai chi (every morning)
5. pergi pasar bila2, tak perlu tunggu hujung minggu, so org tak ramai
6. tunggu anak balik sekolah sambil baca buku kat depan rumah
7. baca buku bila-bila i nak
8. belai my plants evey morning
9. call sayangku, tanya nak makan apa malam ni

things that i wish i could do in the near future:

1. belajar menjahit ( he he)
2. attend baking class
3. attend editorial class
4. my own playgroup
5. buat gathering ibu-ibu kat rumah dengar ceramah
6. survey sekolah agama untuk dua anak daraku
7. belajar tajwid
8. dan macam-macam lagi

Ramai yang berkata, `ala, i bet u boleh bertahan 3 bulan je kat rumah, then u'll be job hunting again'. i hope i could prove them wrong, because this what i want to do, and happy to do. InshaAllah. Amin